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New Song, “The Way”

The Way
by Rob Roper  July, 2018

You dared to resist
You blew ’em off with a kiss
You could have stayed in the shade
But your heart would have paid

You left behind a world of grey
You had to see the colors play
It was just a stop along
The Way

You slipped out of the trap
You set a match to your map
It’s the journey that counts
At least, that’s what I found

After much investigation
There are no destinations
Everything’s a stop along
The Way

You made it to
the other side
across the Sea of Hope
But everyone
said, “you’re not done.
Get back into the boat.”

You thought it was the journey’s end
Now you’re on the road again
It was just a stop along
The Way

 

New Recording Projects

I want to record some of the songs I’ve written in the past 5-7 years, since I released “Misfit” in 2011 and “The Other Side of Nowhere” in 2012.  It’s true that I released “Word” and “Roses” by Total Flower Chaos in 2016, but “Word” was spoken word over rock music, and “Roses” was instrumental rock.  But I’ve written many songs since 2012 and have been performing them with my acoustic group, Scupanon, and with my rock group, Electric Poetry.  Some of them, I think, are my best songs.  And it’s not just my opinion– some of them get a big reaction when played live, and people tell me they really like the new songs.

My thinking now is that I’d like to record 3 different albums, each consisting of 5 songs, or maybe more.  They would correspond to what I’ve been playing in my two bands, Electric Poetry and Scupanon– and get the band members to record the songs– as well as the more out-there rock (musically and lyrically) that falls under the Total Flower Chaos category.

Here’s some potential song lists for each of the 3 recording projects:

Electric Poetry (Rock)
1.  3-Legged Dog
2.  Too Late
3.  Empty
4.  My Favorite Disguise
5.  Mama Had a Mohawk
6.  The Way (or include with Total Flower Chaos ?)

Scupanon (Acoustic)
1.  The Last Generation
2.  The Flood
3.  Disconnected
4.  I Didn’t Believe (acoustic version)
5.  3-Legged Dog (acoustic version)
6.  Too Much Traffic  (acoustic version)

Total Flower Chaos (Psychedelic/Hard Rock / Political)
1.  The Voice of Doubt
2.  Metadata
3.  Too Much Traffic
4.  I Didn’t Believe
5.  The Way (or include with Electric Poetry?)
6.  The Cure Goes Surfing
7.  The Neighborhood  (maybe)
Perhaps instrumental interludes between songs?

Of course, the reason I haven’t recorded any of these before now is the lack of funding.  I’ll have to figure that out.  Each of these projects will cost between $6000 and $9000.  Previous albums were mainly funded by me with income from my day job.  That’s no longer possible, or desirable.  See my previous blog, Making the Transition from a Music Hobbyist to a Music Professional.

That’s my thinking at this time.

Making the Transition from a Music Hobbyist to a Music Professional

It seems that I confused some of my friends and fans when I said in January that I had taken a day job.  Some thought that was a step backward.  Apparently some thought that I was already a music professional– making a living at music the past 4 years after I quit my previous day job.  But that was not the case.  Even during the past 4 years, my music expenses always exceeded my music income.  My savings from my previous day job not only paid my bills, but was subsizing my music.  So, even though I was doing music full-time, I was still essentially a music hobbyist from a financial standpoint.

2007:  Music Becomes my Career

It was in 2007 that I decided that music was my career.  Any job I had to pay the bills was now considered a “day job.”  From then on, when I met someone new and they asked what I did, I answered, “I’m a musician.”  I stopped identifying myself with the name of the job I did to pay the bills.  My career was music now.

However, from 2007 to 2017, I spent more money on music than I received in income.  I lost money on music each of those years.  Or, if you’re a glass half-full kind of person, you could say that I “invested” in my music career.  And I invested heavily– about $110,000– paid for by cutting my expenses and putting all income over my basic needs into music.

2018:  Semi-Professional Musician

At the beginning of 2018, however, I decided that I had “invested” enough.  It’s time for some ROI– Return on Investment.  So I set a goal for myself that, for the first time ever, I would no longer subsidize my music with income from any day job.  Music would have to stand on its own two feet and pay for itself.  This is a step away from being a hobbyist, and a step towards becoming a music professional.  I call this transitional phase being a music semi-professional.

It just so happened that my decision that music would now pay for itself coincided with my savings running out and taking a new day job.  Hence the confusion for some people.

Music Income vs. Music Expenses

It may sound like no big deal to say music income must meet music expenses.  But let me give you some numbers to show just how hard this is.

A typical gig this year with my acoustic group, Scupanon, paid $150.  Divided by 3 band members, that’s $50 for me.  The gigs were for 2 or 3 hours, plus and hour to setup the PA, and another hour to tear it down, and travel time.  It was typically 8 hours of work to make $50.  In contrast, I hired a lawyer to help me get out of a bad TV contract I signed back in 2011 out of ignorance.  One hour of the lawyer’s time cost $295.  So I had to play 6 of those $150 gigs, working about 48 hours, to make enough money to pay the lawyer for one hour of his time.

A gig last Spring for my rock band, Electric Poetry, paid us $2 for every person we brought to the show.  We brought 23 people, and so we got paid $46.  Divided by the 6 band members, that was not quite $8 each.  A new set of guitar strings for the guitar I played that night cost me about what I made for the gig.

So making enough music income to cover music expenses is not as easy as it sounds.

How Am I Doing in 2018?

I’m proud to say that I am meeting my goal in 2018.  With 3 months to go, my 2018 music income exceeds my music expenses.  Not by much– but I’m in the black.  I’ve never achieved that before.  12 years after deciding to make music my career, it is finally paying for itself.  It’s a big step forward for me.

I am achieving my goal thanks to 1) making tough decisions on spending; and 2) increased income from playing more gigs, and CD and T-shirt sales at gigs.

The Misfit Club and The Standing O Project

Another key to making my goal is the financial contributions of the Misfit Club.  This is mostly achieved by people subscribing to the Standing O Project and naming me as their favorite artist.  I have not yet had any fans sign up in 2018, but I’m hoping to get at least three more by the year’s end.

I urge you to subscribe to the Standing O Project, not just as a way of helping me and other musical artists, but to help yourself by discovering your new favorite artists.  Try it out for free by clicking this link:

Music Streaming That Supports Artists & Builds Community

Email me at rob@blog.robroper.com if you have any questions about how it works and I’ll be happy to answer them for you.

-Rob Roper, September 23, 2018

 

2017: A Year of Transition and my Goals for 2018

2017 was a year of transition for me.  I completed 2 years of formal music study at Metro State University in Denver.  My acoustic band took a break, and I started a new rock band, although not the one I intended.  I clarified my musical mission and goals, and made the decision to transition from a serious hobbyist to a semi-professional musician.

Formal Music Study
January-May 2017 was my fourth semester at Metro State University in Denver.  I took Music Theory 4, Piano Class 4 and Basic Techniques of Composition.  The introductory composition class was fantastic.  For our midterm and final, we had 3 weeks to compose something 2-5 minutes long, for piano, clarinet and flute.  I am especially proud of my final composition, which I named “The Journey.”  I named it that because it became clear to me that I was subconsciously writing music that summed up my last two years of going back to school for music.  It was a great experience, one of the best things I’ve ever done in my life.  It made me a better musician, a better composer and songwriter, and will make me a better teacher and producer of other people’s music– two goals of mine.

My Bands
My acoustic band, Scupanon, played a gig in February, and then we took a break.  Paul Ermisch (violin) and I have been playing together for 7 years, and it just seemed like we needed a break.  Plus I wanted to form my psychedelic hard rock band, Total Flower Chaos.  I didn’t find the right musicians for that, but I started jamming with three excellent musicians– guitarist Paul Webb, bassist Sean Mullen, and drummer Jay Meikrantz.  They wanted to play my singer-songwriter songs.  So we started playing out at the end of August, and recently adopted the name of Electric Poetry, as suggested by my friend, Janet Lipson, who joined the band as a backing vocalist.  So Total Flower Chaos didn’t happen, but Electric Poetry did.  Life happens that way sometimes.  After playing my first few gigs with these guys, I realized that this band will help me realize my mission of serving the misfits.

My Mission
Serving the misfits– that’s my mission.  It has been ever since I decided to make the goofy “throwaway” song by that name the title song of my first big album in 2010.  The response to that song has made me realize how many people consider themselves misfits.  Even people who I would have considered “mainstream” don’t think of themselves that way.  They might have a mainstream haircut, wear mainstream clothes, have a mainstream job, a mainstream family, and live in a mainstream neighborhood, but they don’t feel like they fit in.  They relate to “Misfit.”  These are my people.  These are the people I want to serve with my music.

Songwriting
I have to criticize myself for one thing in 2017:  I did not spend enough time on songwriting.  I was not disciplined.  In the past, I found that if I scheduled songwriting sessions, I would get songs written.  But I didn’t do that.  I guess I figured that, not having a day job, I didn’t need to schedule sessions;  I could just write when I felt like it.  But that didn’t happen.  Sure, I started a lot of songs, and completed a few, but I should have gotten a lot more songs finished.  So scheduling songwriting sessions, and putting more time into songwriting, will be my #1 priority in 2018.

Teaching Songwriting
I can, however, celebrate achievements in my goal of teaching the art of songwriting to others.  Last summer I developed a songwriting class, and tested it on a few songwriters I know.  I was a success, and so I pitched one portion of my class to the Rocky Mountain Song School, which I’ve been attending most years since 2004.  It was accepted, so now I get to attend the school as a teacher next year.  I will be teaching a class on how to generate new music ideas for songs.  And I want to start giving private songwriting lessons or mentoring in 2018.

Composing Music for Film and TV
Another one of my goals has been to explore the possiblity of writing songs and composing music for the movie and TV industry.  I joined Taxi in 2016, an organization that connects songwriters and composers to people in the film and TV industry.  I attended their annual conference in November, where I learned a lot and made contacts.  Before beginning to compose music for their listings, however, I am working to improve my recording engineering skills, which is essential to working in this business today.

Work:  A 4-letter Word
2017 brings to an end my 3 1/2 year period of doing music full-time.  When I volunteered for a layoff from my IT job 4 years ago, I had no illusions that I would be able to make a living from music.  For the previous 5 years, I had cut my expenses and saved my overtime money so I could do this.  I knew that, barring some big break, I would have to take a day job again at some point.  Well, that point is now.  My savings lasted longer than I expected (call me a savvy investor) but have almost run out.  So at the beginning of 2018 I took a new day job.

From Hobbyist to Semi-Professional Musician
All the money that I make from the new job above my living expenses will go into my retirement fund, so so I can hopefully retire for good at 66 and just do music full-time until I die.  Music will have to pay for itself from now on.  Music expenses will have to equal music income.  I call this being a semi-professional musician.

New Recordings
When I say music must pay for itself from now on, that includes new recordings.  That will be difficult, given the current trends in the music industry.  In the “old days”– that is, just 10 years ago– you could sell CDs and downloads and recover your recording costs, and– heaven forbid– maybe even make a little more.  But now, when streaming is the prevailing way of listening to music, that is impossible for all but the biggest pop artists.  Big corportate streaming services such as Youtube, Apple and Spotify only pay a small fraction of a penny per stream, so it is impossible for small independent artists such as myself to recoup the recording costs.

The problem is compounded by the fact that live music venues are paying less and less.  In the Denver area, for example, I am finding it difficult to find gigs that pay more that $150– for the entire band– and many don’t pay anything at all.

So independent artists such as myself have to find new ways of raising revenue if we want to record new songs.  Towards that goal, about a year ago, I became an artist in the Standing O Project.  The Standing O Project is a small company of people– musicians and songwriters themselves– who think songwriters and musicians should be able to make a living at music.  They have changed the way artists are compensated when their music is streamed so that artists get a much larger percentage of your subscription fee.

The Misfit Club
So one of my goals for 2018 is to get more of my fans to subscribe to the Standing O Project.  I see this as part of a larger goal of building a community of supporters that I call The Misfit Club.  The details of that remain to be worked out, but that is a significant component of my goal of becoming a semi-professional musician where music income covers music expenses.

More and Better Gigs
I also plan to play more– and better paying– gigs in 2018.  This is another part of completing the transition from a music hobbyist to a semi-professional musician.  If music income music cover music expenses, then gigs must provide income.  I will now focus on venues that pay better, and forego some of the venues I’ve played in the past that don’t pay well– or at all.

Building Community
I also want to start promoting my gigs as a way of building community.  I want to encourage my friends and fans to come to my bands’ gigs not only for the music, but as a way of meeting new friends.  I want Scupanon and Electric Poetry shows to be a gathering of friends.  A community of misfits– although that sounds like an oxymoron– and perhaps an impossible goal.  But I say it’s worth trying!

I also want to apply the community concept to other bands and individual performers.  I want to find people who share my cooperative spirit by helping each other get gigs, and inviting their friends to open for them at gigs.  I have done this for many people and bands over the years, and some have returned the favor.  So I want to network more in 2018 and find people and bands who share my attitude.

As I mentioned I will schedule songwriting sessions in 2018, and get more of the dozens of songs I’ve started finished.  And if I succeed in recruiting more members of the Misfit Club, I might be able to think about my next album.

So there you have it.  The transition year is over, and I’m moving forward in 2018.  More songwriting, more composing, more gigs, and the start of my songwriting teaching career.  Build community, income covers expenses, and start raising funds for a new album.

As Timbuk III said way back when, “the future’s so bright, I gotta wear shades.”

-Rob  January 22, 2018

New Song “Empty”

Empty
by Rob Roper  2nd Draft  Jan 20, 2018

A thousand friends
no one to talk to, so I
sit and stare
at a plastic rectangle, four by three

I make some calls
hoping for conversation
No reply.
No escape from isolation.

Chorus:

How can we feel so empty in
a city of a million people?
How can we pretend
nothing’s wrong?

Sit with me and talk for awhile
I want to see your smile
’cause all too soon this moment
will be gone

We started out, in a
garden of Eden, but now we live
most of our lives
under a ceiling

It all builds up, so we
look for ways to vent our rage, we roll
down the street, in a
climate-controlled, metal cage

(Chorus)